pwede mo bang ipaliwanag?

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

*this is actually a repost of my 21 March 2006 entry.  i just felt like i had to pull it out and post it again. now, the characters may have changed and some of the statements that i made back then may not be all that true anymore but the truth is, it's like deja vu all over again.

 

wish ko lang talaga may magpaliwanag. lam mo yon?! bakit kinakailangan na halos every month na lang eh merong bagong issue. bakit kelangan mag-asal high school, no.. i take that back.. it's more, like, asal grade school pala ang mga 20-30 something na mga tao. at higit sa lahat, bakit tuwing akala mo ok na, eh hindi pala.

 

as far as i know, kaya lang nagkakaproblema non kasi lumalaki ung grupo. shempre, pag may bago, kadalasan, may issue. anjan yung hindi pagkakasunduan kasi ung ugali nung isa hindi ka-jive nung ugali ng bagong salta. tapos yung bagong salta pa, nangangapa kasi ung mga matagal nang magkakasama, naka-buo na ng (so to speak) "alliance."  hirap nga naman makisama kung feeling mo out of place ka tuwing naguusap sila. but as it turns out, hindi pala.

 

ang labo no?! ang tatanda na eh. kung magsumbungan naman, kala mo nagkadayaan habang naglalaro ng luksong tinik. yung mga away na tipong..

 

"sumayad ka eh.."

 

sagot naman nung isa,

 

"hindi ah.."

 

tapos, biglang hihirit ng,

 

"sumbong kita kay teacher! (sabay sigaw ng)

 

"TEEEAAAAACCCCHHHHHEEEEEEEERRRRRR!!!!!"

 

lupit noh?!

 

bakit ganon?! paki paliwanag naman oh?! ang alam ko kasi kung meron mang dapat umasal o kumilos ng ganon, eh ako yon!! isipin mo, ako pinaka-bata. plus the fact na bunso ako (na mejo spoiled pa - mejo lang naman), wala na!! ako lang dapat ang nagiinarte at wala ng iba. ang masakit pa kasi don, ung mga nag-iinarte, lalake! yep.. LALAKE!! tanong mo siguro sakin, "sigurado ka bang lalake sila?!" oh well.. ayoko na sagutin yan. i've been asked too many times kaya bahala na lang kayo kung ano tingin nyo.

 

buhay nga naman noh?! napaka-ironic. if i could describe life in one word, yun na siguro yon, IRONIC. kasi nga naman, kung sino pa ung akala mong mature na magisip eh sha pa ung pasimuno. IRONY nga ba?! or should it be PARADOX?! whatever, ayoko na sha pagkaabalahan ng panahon. bottomline, mahirap mag assume. sabi nga nila - maraming nadadala sa maling akala!

 

sa totoo lang, di ko alam if i'm making any sense or not. tingin mo? di ko kasi talaga alam kung ano na talaga nangyayari eh. parang kasi saan ako lumingon, merong bagong problema.. bagong issue.. please naman oh.

 

wish ko lang talaga may magpaliwanag!!

got wis.dm?!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

wis·dom (wĭz'dəm) n.

1. The ability to discern or judge what is true, right, or lasting; insight.
2. Common sense; good judgment: “It is a characteristic of wisdom not to do desperate things” (Henry David Thoreau).
3. Wise teachings of the ancient sages.
4. A wise outlook, plan, or course of action.

Have I told you how much I LOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVEEEEEE StumbleUpon? It's an Internet Browser add-on which allows you to randomly surf web sites depending on your interests (i.e. photography, religion, health, etc) and believe me, this is something that you can do all day!

 

So, there I was, stumbling away when I came across this website - http://wis.dm. It's actually a community which allows you to ask and answer Yes or No questions. And for those people who are interested in what others' opinions are regarding certain topics, this is definitely the site for you. What's even better is you don't have to limit yourself to answering yes or no. You can add comments to questions to make your question more interesting that it reaches PODIUM status (highly debatable). Think of it as your state-of-the-art Magic 8 Ball… your instant answer to life's cruel questions… your very own Oracle.

 

Now, I just posted my first question and the truth is, I'm not getting the response I was hoping for.

after a break up, does possession of strong emotions (i.e. anger) mean you're still in love with the person?

 

I was hoping I'd get more YESs than NOs but it seems like the NOs have it (to think I just posted it a few minutes ago). But that's life! Sometimes, the answer you get isn't necessarily the one you're looking for. The good thing about this, though, is that you don't get as disappointed as you normally would because you know that there are other people in the world who share your sentiments and there are even those who oppose but are willing to shed some light.

you’re so vain

Monday, October 15, 2007

I've been dying to watch "The Little Black Book" ever since I got my DVD back from Monette. Unfortunately, my player can't read the damn disc so I'd have to result to listening to some Carly songs for therapy. And of all the songs that she wrote (and sang), nothing really beats this one..

 

You walked into the party
Like you were walking onto a yacht
Your hat strategically dipped below one eye
Your scarf it was apricot
You had one eye in the mirror
As you watched yourself gavotte
And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner
They'd be your partner, and

You're so vain
You probably think this song is about you
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't you?

You had me several years ago
When I was still quite naive
Well, you said that we made such a pretty pair
And that you would never leave
But you gave away the things you loved
And one of them was me
I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee
Clouds in my coffee, and

You're so vain
You probably think this song is about you
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't you?

I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee
Clouds in my coffee, and

You're so vain
You probably think this song is about you
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't you?

Well, I hear you went up to Saratoga
And your horse naturally won
Then you flew your Lear jet up to Nova Scotia
To see the total eclipse of the sun
Well, you're where you should be all the time
And when you're not, you're with
Some underworld spy or the wife of a close friend
Wife of a close friend, and

You're so vain
You probably think this song is about you
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't you?

what’s my age again?

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

WHAT'S MY AGE AGAIN
Blink 182

I took her out it was Friday night
I wore cologne to get the feeling right
We started making out and she took off my pants
But then I turned on the TV
And that's about the time that she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And are still more amused by TV shows
What the hell is ADD?
My friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?
Then later on, on the drive home
I called her mom from a pay phone
I said I was the cops
And your husband's in jail
This state looks down on sodomy
And that's about the time that bitch hung up on me
Nobody likes you when your 23
And are still more amused by prank phone calls
What the hell is caller ID?
My friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?
And that's about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when your 23
And you still act like you're in Freshman year
What the hell is wrong with me?
My friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?
That's about the time she broke up with me
No one should take themselves so seriously
With many years ahead to fall in line
Why would you wish that on me?
I never want to act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?

 But then again, I just turned 24

 

 

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24 before 24

Monday, October 8, 2007

I have exactly 24 hours before I officially lose the right to broadcast that I'm 23 years old (that is as long as legal documents are concerned.. hehehe… :p)

 

I don't know what it is exactly about growing up that I fear most. I feel like I should be experiencing this the moment I hit my 30s but, naaaah, it's actually happening now. A very good friend of mine once told me that it probably has to do with my faith (or maybe lack of) but as far as I know, I've kept my end of the bargain. So why this?

 

I've been said to have Peter Pan Syndrome. Although accepted only in Pop-Psychology (yes, it's not really recognized by the American Psychiatric Association), there are certain truths to it. Here's a bit about PPS that I got from Wikipedia:

 

The Peter-Pan psychological type is one characterized by immaturity or certain sorts of psychological, social, and sexual problems. The type of personality in question, usually male, is immature and narcissistic. More completely, according to Kiley, the characteristics of a "Peter-Pan" include such attributes as irresponsibility, rebelliousness, pottering about, anger, narcissism, dependency, manipulativeness, and the belief that he is beyond society's laws and norms.

 

Now, is that me or what?! Oh well, it's just a theory after all. I don't know. Maybe I'll grow out of it, maybe I won't. I still have a few years ahead of me. Right now, I just want to go out and play.